BS”D
LOWER SOUL MEDITATIONS
By
Kabbalist Rabbi Yitzchak Schwartz
1.    ...first, some neccessary introductory thoughts....
  
1.We
stand now at an interesting crossroads. We completed the meditations
dealing with sexuality [at least one or two dfferent types
of angles].
 
2.
 We're motivated to go in one of a number of directions...perhaps
it's
time to do 'awaken our souls' meditations, and then again maybe
it's
time to meditate on the secrets of marriage; how to make it
happen and
how to keep it happening! I don't know which way to go-----but I'll
keep my ears open and when I get the word, I'll be sure to let you
know.
 
3.
Meanwhile, I'd like to share with you some meditations of the lower
soul. [That'll probably be a nice transition from sexuality to either
marriage or Soul awakening].  The lower soul is perhaps
one of the most
misunderstood topics. Not neccessarily what it is [I've provided you
with a few animated, illustrative hints about that at the top of the
page]. Rather, what needs understanding, is how to integrate this vital
side of ourselves into our lives... What's this whole realm of lower
soul all about? What is it and what is it not?
 
4. WHAT THE LOWER SOUL IS 
 
a. It is a part of our psyche\soul
usually associated with the animal soul [the Nefesh Bhaimi]
 
b. a possible one word
description is 'desire'
 
c. It's a part of ourselves that is
oftentimes neglected. Therefore in order to make it's prescence known,
it will often try to sabotage us and block us up. unless we somehow
embrace, partnerize or integrate with it
 
d. It is the key to a big part of;
1. our life force
2. our sex drive
3. our inspiration
4. our fully expressed motivation
5. our ability to bridge the 
lowest levels of life with the
highest
6. our ability to bring things to
closure
7. our ability to attract
and bond with people that would otherwise probably be lost to
us
8. our ability to live life and
Judaism with the totality of ourselves
 
5. WHAT THE LOWER SOUL IS NOT
 
a. It is not our WILL  which
is
represented by the Sefira Keter...ie...the part of the psyche
that is a
connecting point between our will and Hashem's Will, and the part of
our psyche that serves as our main internal motivator
 
b. it is not our YAITZER HARA [our
evil inclination] ----ie...the inner [and outer] drive to go
against
Hashem's Will. Nevertheless, because of it's similarity to the yaizer
hara, oftentimes it is confused for the yaitzer Hara, and the same
evasive strategies are used against it as well, such as
squashing it,
blinding it and elevating it. Our approach, for many reasons
that we
will bring here, is to embrace and integrate it in the right
ways    
6. At
this point, I'll let the meditations speak for themselves.........so
close your eyes and listen to my words,and have some FUN,
and see all that that you need to
do as being already DONE,
and let the  healing flow 
assist  your life to  become
ONE
 
 and I'll take you there
friends.....
   
   LOWER SOUL
MEDITATIONS
   
  FUN
   
   
  
  EMBRACE
   
  scan the fun sides of your
life...... on a scale of 1-10, how much of a fun person are you? now
yearn for and embrace those fun sides of your personality [and the
ability to raise their levels from low numbers to 9's and 10's]....
   
  see them as being people;
  adventurous andy [or annie]
  inspired ilan or ilana
  creative cory
  beautiful bodied bubba
  sexy sadie
  groovin' gershon
  ...etc...and all the other
fun
parts of yourself that you can come up with....take time to see 
and
embrace these arts of yourself
   
   
  INTEGRATE
   
  now line up aventurous annie
and all of her friends, and cordially introduce them to Hashem....ask
Hashem to properly integrate them all into your life for you
   
  project how your future will
be blossomming with fun....with each of these characters....and groove
on how these aspects are adding so much to your life;
  wholeness
  zest for living
  creativity
  a great social life
  and so many other things as
well
   
  see how all of these new
areas are integrated in a G-dly, wholistic, constructive and safe way!
   
   
  DONE
   
EMBRACE
scan the areas
of your life that make you feel burdened in a negative way;
 
Find the worries
and  feelings of control  that you feel that you must
hold onto in
order to fulfill your responsibillities[ or so you think]
 
Find also the
extra efforts that you think you need to worry about making
 
 Find the
need  that you feel  to worry about  receiving the
proper approval and  respect from others 
 
Now take all of these worries
and toss them up to Hashem to take care of for you [not that you are
giving up dealing with them at the right time, place and manner,
it's
just that you're trusting Hashem to remind and guide you to take care
of these things in the best way]. Embrace the feeling of being 
DONE with, and freed up
from all of these worries
 
INTEGRATE
 
now ask Hashem to properly
alert you to take care of all of the underlying causes of
your
worries[control, effort and approval] properly and positively. Be
receptive and aware when you receive a positive healthy flash of
insight instructing you how to take care of your responsibilities and
needs at the proper time, place and manner.
 
Now project how you will daily
grow into becoming a person who is liberated from destructive worries,
and instead you find yourself  positively and proactively taking
care
of your needs in a worry-free, control-need-free, approval-need-free
way
 
 
ONE
 
EMBRACE
 
identify all the parts or
characters inside of yourself and  your life, who are blocking you
from
being a healthy, holy, loving and flowing human being. ....
 
here too, assign them names;
fearful frieda
sabotaging sonya
disfunctional danny
spoiled sam
spacy spencer 
can't close on anything clyde
 
and any other dark sides of
yourself that are holding back your ability to be ONE, to be unified,
to be in constant flow. 
 
now visualize all of these
parts sitting around you in a semi-circle.....go up and embrace each
one of them, and thank them for a gift that each one has given
you----such as protecting you in some way.....find each one's gift
in
your life and thank them
 
INTEGRATE
 
now, with all of these
characters lined up, ask Hashem to integrate each one in your life in a
positive, holy, healthy way......
 
gaze into your unfolding
future and watch how you are becoming more and more healed and alive
and at peace and ONE in every sense of the word
 
see  how all of these
characters are playing a very special and beneficial roles in your
life....be thankful and grateful.
 
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